Sunday, February 25, 2007
@12:57 PM
Hope.
'Hope' is the name of my classroom when I was a freshman in high school. I study in a catholic school, so I guess that's why they put virtues as a name for classrooms. I'm still in highschool, so...
Anyway...
I'm also interested about yin and yang. The rule of equality. Right and wrong. Good and evil. Rich, and poor. The good does win in battles, but they suffer first from evil. Everything has it's opposites. So, when I watched 'Charmed' and the segment included yin and yang, they showed that the opposite of hope is fear.
I didn't know why hope is the opposite of fear, until I realize something.
For me, hope gives you opportunities. Opprotunities may only knock once, but there's hope. It's not the same opportunity though, but that opportunity may give you the same result you are aiming at.
Hope never goes away. It dies together with you. That's why I don't want to die. I still haven't found happiness. I do, but it's not enough. And if I had enough, I want to stay forever, until I really had enough. That's when I'm planning to die.
Well, happiness don't come to you only by hope. You have to do something to get it. I think that's where fear comes up. It stops you from getting happiness. Leaving you with loneliness, and making you feel helpless. I think, that's the reason why people have suicidal thougths. Because of fear. To end it, they must kill theirselves first, and their hope goes with that too.
I know that what I had written has a connection with getting interested with people who have suicidal thoughts, but I don't know what...
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I just want ot add this. It only came to me after a few hours I posted this"We feel hope and fear in our hearts towards the future."
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I just looked at the thesaurus, and the antonym of 'hope' is 'despair', and the antonym of 'fear' is 'assurance', but I did make some sense, right?
