I visited the website where I found my first online friend. The website is a bit childish and I entered a guild where 'all members are friendly and helpful'. Well, I was childish at that time too. I met her in that guild. I thought she's older than me, but she told me that I'm actually 10 months older that her. I don't remember her birthday, only the month. It's November.

She's cool, friendly, and artistic. She told me that she'll take arts as a major subject in college. She's a very good artist, but she only let me see her drawings that are colored by crayons, but those drawings are original, good and cool. I guess I should also say that some are...'disturbing' too.

Grace kinda reminds me of her, because they're both mysterious to me. Mysterious in a good way, but my online friend sometimes deal with 'suicide'. Either she's thinking to do it or the people around her. I don't. Don't worry. I think she's still alive. I know, because I know that she's as strong as a tree that cannot be uprooted, but deals with very strong gusts of wind.

Wait... they both have a sister that are taking psychology... wow. That's freaky. *laughs* I think they both also like black.

I kinda like her. She even described herself. She's pale, but she always wants a tan. She has a red hair, but we never really know what we looked like.

We always fight through the internet. :D I always say things that are opposite to her opinion. I love contradicting her, giving me the attention that I want, but I know when to stop too.

We also fight in the internet by roleplaying-sort of-kinda-thing. She will *punch*, I'll *dodge*, and until one of us give up. It's so cool and funny.

I only wish she'll talk to me again.

This happened a long time ago. I just remembered it. I think I made an impression of myself as a stalker. I don't know why, but I think I did. She didn't reply to my e-mails anymore. I thought she did something to herself so I asked one of her friends (She used to send me chainmails) what happend to her, and her friend told me that my online friend is fine.


I guess I should just be happy to know that she's okay....


But we made a promise....


I guess that's already broken



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I want promises that are kept

JM

freak
16
male

has a lots of plans
but has no plans in implementing them

good looking, smart, athletic
and liar

A place where my old self sleep
useful info I haven't used yet
computers can't solve this
a theory, not a fact
just to prove it is
the half of life

Grace
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Ray
Abbie
Jonathan
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