I really want to go to college now. I'm really bored. I want to go out, but I want to go alone. No family or friends. I know it's a bit ironic that I also don't want to be alone, but I guess I can fool myself by thinking that I'm with myself.
I want to walk but I don't have any destination. I don't like wandering around and look like a fool. That's why I always walk in haste. I only go out because of school, school work, and friends. There was this one time that I thought we were going to practice our dance in cheering, but only few attended, so they just went to the mall. They invited me, so I went with them too. I was laughing really hard inside my head because we just wandered around. Yeah, I felt like a fool, but I was not alone. We even entered a jewelry store that only sells silvers. I saw a camera in the entrance and all, and it was really humiliating for me that we didn't even bought something. I also laughed hard thinking about it.
I want a reason to go out. I hope an emergency or something will come up, so that we HAVE to go somewhere. I want something excitnig to happen...er, exciting, but harmless to happen.
I guess I have to wait until school starts. BTW, AMA will start at May 23, not 25. 25 is friday. I don't want to change my last post because I can do it in this post...I guess school, school work, and friends also give me to exercise (walk) . I'm starting to become lazy.
PROFILE
JM
freak
16
male
has a lots of plans but has no plans in implementing them
