I went to this person's blog to look if he posted something new. I'm kinda glad that he replied to my comment. (Well, I also want to hear some comments to my posts, but I like my blog skin better)
I always skip this blog post that says that he has an anonymous blog that contains...something, until now. I've been talking to this person since like April, and I searched for his blog if he has one. I found something, and I read almost all of his posts...and he doesn't know it. I also created a new e-mail, so that he'll not find this blog. I hope.
Anyway, I searched for his anonymous blog, and I found nothing. But while I was searching, I found a lot of anonymous groups for gamblers, alcoholics, nicotine users, cocaine users, and a lot more to overcome their vices/problems. I guess, I should create a group too. "Compulsive/anxiety anonymous" but I guess shrinks can cure this without any side effects. Hehehe...
I found his blog by only typing his e-mail in a search engine (Google, MSN, Yahoo!, and all the likes). I guess he's a very honest person, because I found his blog. So I searched my own e-mail, the two of it, and I think I'm quite hard to find. LOL. I know that my first e-mail add is known by geek players, because I got the name from a game, so you'll see a lot of walkthroughs first. HAHAHA...But my second e-mail add is much more funnier. I searched my second e-mail, and I ended up getting results from different companies! HAHAHAHAHAHA... I guess if he search my e-mail add, he'll think if I'm telling the truth about my age! HAHAHAHA...
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Sam, and Cian are my school mates too. I just found out this morning. Cyan's not my class mate though, and Sam was only absent for two days, just to skip the embrarassing introductions. Lucky him.
I was alone yesterday. We had a break for 30 minutes, and I bought something to drink. I also noticed that I'm alone. Again. Back to the old eat-alone-during-recess-and-lunch-and-pity-myself routine. I walked back to the hall, and I sit there, and I saw someone alone like me. I guess I'm not alone being alone.
After the break, we waited for our next instructor (That's what teachers call themselves here) and the instructor never came. Fuck. Alone again?! I was really anxious at that time. The person I saw earlier was seated at the back. I opened my phone and I listened to my music. I thought it would keep me calm until the next subject, but the battery ran out. I was whimpering in my mind at that time. I should have brought the new books I bought.
*sigh* I'm glad I'm not alone. for now.
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I searched the meaning of instructor as a college teacher, and I found out that instructors are lower than assistant professor. ... I hope that's because we're only first year students.
PROFILE
JM
freak
16
male
has a lots of plans but has no plans in implementing them
