Sunday, June 24, 2007
@12:04 PM
Yesterday afternoon, I went to our school to attend a seminar about CPUs. I learned a lot about CPUs, and I even learned how to assemble, and disband some of the parts....This must be just elementary for some of you, I guess.When I was young, I broke a lot of toys, but I learned how those toys work too. I even opened our Playstation when it was broken. I just don't have the guts to open our computer, and just look at it's internal parts, because of it's price.`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`*sigh* I flunked our prelims in Euthenics, and NSTP. I bet our teacher is mad at me now. Well, I didn't mean to. I woke up late last Thursday, and I never reviewed our lesson in NSTP. I don't know if I my answers in Euthenics are enough to make me pass, but I know that I made an impression.I got a 95% in our prelims in Trigo. I also got another perfect score in our quiz in it. I got a perfect score in our hands-on in Computer. I probably got another high score in Math too. If our teacher in Euthenics, and NSTP hear about this, She'll get mad at me for sure. She'll think that because her subjects are non-academic, I'm not taking her subjects seriously. I am taking her subjects seriously. I just didn't review.`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`This may sound stupid to you, but I didn't know that a processor is just a chip. :P
Thursday, June 21, 2007
@5:22 PM
Man, I love our keyboard. It's much easier to use than the keyboard in our school. *sigh* I would have finished our exam earlier, if I was using our keyboard at home. Nonetheless, I finished the exam and got a perfect score again in hands-on.`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`Dan Brown wrote the "The Da Vinci Code." I'm currently reading his "Angels and Demons," and I stumbled the answer of one of my questions in life."Why is it God both omnipotent, and benevolent?"`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`To those who don't know the meaning of "omnipotent" and "benevolent" like me before,"Omnipotent" means "all-powerful," and "benevolent" means "kind" and/or "charitable."`-`-`-`-`-`-`Let's broaden our vocabulary together!!!`-`-`-`-`-`-`
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
@5:17 PM
I feel alone again.
I don't have anyone to talk to. Some of my classmates made some friends now, while I sit in my place trying not to get envious again. There's Radcliff, but he hangs around with the cool girls...and the other guy. Mom cleaned my bag, and removed all the unnecessary things including my cards. That's why Julius and I didn't play yu-gi-oh. He found something to keep him busy, while I just sit there, staring at the transparent door.
I got home, and I fell asleep. I know that it's a bit early for naps, and the Sun's light is not blazing, but I just feel tired. I woke up at 4, and I watched a cartoon for 30 minutes until it ended.
I loged-in, and I opened my blog, my 2nd e-mail, and my YM. When I looked in my blog, I saw nothing new in the cbox. When I opened my second account, there's nothing in there too. When I opened my YM, I saw Jo, but he signed out immediately. I'm glad that after 30 minutes, Grace showed up. Rachel never showed up since last summer, because there's something wrong with their phone line. She's using a dial-up connection like me too.
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Actually, I'm also expecting something in my second e-mail. And it usually takes me a week or longer to receive any reply from that person.
`-`-`-`-`-`-`| You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament |
Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.
It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.
At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment. |
Monday, June 18, 2007
@3:12 PM
When I was a 3rd year high school student, our teacher in Filipino required us to make a thesis. I had a friend, that I met in the internet, that she herself, and the people around her suffered from it, so I suggested to our group that we should make a thesis about depression. (My friend that I was talking about is not Gracie, ok? We met when we were in our senior year, albeit they both have the same..."interest" :P)I'm not sure if the people who suffer from it and admit that they they are depressed is less suicidal than the people who suffer from it and denies that they don't.I have a feeling that it's true.To those who are lonely, or just a bit down, consider some of the suggestions:> Regular exercise may help. Just to keep the blood flowing.> If you're in your room alone, open the lights. You can still do your business even when with the lights are on, you might even get turned on more. Noone's going to mind you, just close the door and the window, unless you really are going to sleep.My theoretical treatments, that might have been proven correct or erronious, but I don't know, because I'm too lazy to search:> Sleep in the normal time standard, usually up to 8 - 10 hours, because sleep might lighten the stress that might have caused the loneliness, or the down feeling.> Buy a pet. Choose a cat or a dog if you have enough time to take care of them. Choose a small pet, if your budget is small. If you don't have any time to spare for a cat or a dog, choose a pet that doesn't really care about you too (e.g. fish). Atleast you have a companion that you can talk to. You might even capture something funny too.> Write a diary, or something, so that you can express your feelings. Expressing yourself might help you loosen up.`-`-`-`-`-`-`Well, that's it.Good luck.`-`-`-`-`-`-`Did I already told you that I also want to be a psychologist too?
Saturday, June 16, 2007
@9:42 PM
I answered another quiz in blogthings.com and it's about my english. There are 20 questions and I got 8/20...4 in the grammar, 2 in the spelling, 1 in the punctuation, and the vocabulary.
It's a bit depressing, because I always get a grade of 85% in English. I don't like English, but this blog made me like it a bit. I mean, I don't want to write something that will make me look..."innocent".
*sigh* I don't encounter words like obsequious, ponderous, exhort, halycon, or craven. Just simple words. I do want to broaden my vocabulary, but I never encounter those words. I don't even know "uphold" until our teacher in ETHN01 used it!!!
Well, some fiction stories that I read doesn't have proper punctuation,...but that's a lame excuse, isn't it? I don't know hot to use " ; " and I'm still confused about commas.
I don't like reading poems because some poems are very "deep". Then, I think that all poems are "deep". (I just checked the spelling of "stereotype," but it took me a while to find the word in the dictionary, because I keep on looking for "steriotype," "steariotype," and "stiriotype". When I found the correct spelling of that word, I changed my mind on using it in my last sentence, because I don't know how to!!! ...I found out that microsoft has a spell checker a long time ago, but I don't know where I can find it...Man, I'm lame...)
I get the correct spelling of "receipt," "conceived," and "retreive"...by luck. I don't know what to use. ei, or ie. I joined involuntarily in our group spelling bee when I was a 3rd year student, and I felt like I contributed a lot in our group. I know the spelling of "gnome," and "squall," because I encounter those words in a video game. Gnome is an earth spirit in "Legend of Mana," and Squall is a character in "Final Fantasy VIII."
*sigh* Grammar is like Chemistry and Algebra. They swim in rules. I tend to remember the rules, but my spelling, punctuation, and vocabulary pull me down.
...I should take English a bit more seriously.
| Your English Skills: |
Grammar: 80%
Spelling: 40%
Punctuation: 20%
Vocabulary: 20% |
There are 20 questions in the quiz, and I got 80% in the grammar, 40% in the spelling, and 20% in the punctuation and vocabulary. Obviously, there are 5 questions for each of the, um, categories. That means I got my score correctly ( I mean the score that I put at my first paragraph). Do the math.*sigh* Math is something that I can strut off. That's why I study it a lot. Just like what Rock Lee in "Naruto" did. He doesn't know how to use any ninjutsu ("ninja techniques") and genjutsu ("illusion techniques"), so he specialized in taijutsu ("body techniques" or "hand-to-hand combat".)
Friday, June 15, 2007
@11:01 PM
After we celebrated dad's birthday (I was just informed after I posted the last blog entry), I opened my 1st e-mail and Jonathan gave me a mail. Well, he forwarded it to me. And these are the pics:Hey!!! Gimme my ball back!!!
This Dog looks like Scrappy Doo!
It's in here somewhere,I just know it!!!
Now, this cat looks like Garfield!!!
Couldn't help, ma
That first step is a killer...
@4:21 PM
OK!!!New Post!!!`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`The seminar that I was talking about is scheduled at June 23. Saturday. I'm going to confirm about it again though.`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`I also joined JITS. I don't know what it means. Just that it's an organization for I.T. and Comp. Sci. students. Well...we are dismissed early everyday. That means I have enough time for the org.`-`-`-`-`-`-`It has been a week since I posted, but there's a good reason behind it. We will have our prelims next week. Mon - Wed. The prelims from non-academic subjects are excluded from those dates. We will have them during our class.I'm going to post something anyway.
`-`-`-`-`-`-`I've been "The guy who got a perfect score at trigonometry", and I found some new friends. Julius the first is a Yu-Gi-Oh fan and we duel sometimes when we have a time to spare. We're still not close though. Maybe it's because he always beats me :PI'm not sure what kind of person Radcliff is, but we talked about ourselves. Yup, I learned a lot about him, and vice versa (ok, maybe not a lot, but you get the idea). My mind tells me that I should dislike him, because he told me that he's a 'bright star soul', a soul that wants all the attention (I'm not competing though). He let me look at his friendster account for verification, when we finished our machine problems. He is a 'bright star soul'. He posted the syntax in his profile, and it's in there alright. And Yeah. He's kinda like my computer buddy now. We sit beside each other during COMP01 and help each other (I contribute more though *chuckles*) He does wants attention, but he do it in a nice friendly way. There's something strange about him though. He hangs around with cool girls, and with a gay guy.`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`I also have a flu since thursday. The intense coldness in the classroom, followed by the searing heat of the sun outside did it. I slept only for 3 hours, because I have to go to the kitchen to fetch some ice for my hot (well, burning) mouth everytime it goes intense. In the bathroom, I noticed that my eyes are red, but the cold water made my eyes feel a bit better. Oh, and I always go to school, even with the deadliest desease.Just this morning, Our teacher in MATH02 gave us a quiz. It's cool. I almost forgot how to find the hypo...enough thinking. I answered it smoothly, even with this darn flu. Then, our teacher in ENGL01 also gave us a quiz. Shit. I got 20/30. It's good enough for me. But my head was spinning at that time. Then, our teacher in MATH01 came, and anounced that we will have a quiz. I answered the test with just a bit of my mind. I finished answering the test earlier than some of us though. I looked at my right and I saw Julius the first folding his paper. He looked at me and I gave a weak smile. We passed our papers and I closed my eyes to rest my eyes and my mind. Then, the last subject before our usual dismissal came, and our teacher announced that we will have a quiz. Great. I was thinking about acting at that time. Yeah. I was thinking about collapsing at the center of the room, and I'm going to do it so good, they're going to waste a lot of time. The quiz was canceled though.`-`-`-`-`-`-`Sorry but I don't have any pics to show
Thursday, June 7, 2007
@2:00 PM
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Pictures from Marijo's birthday
Sorry for those who wanted to attend the celebration, but we celebrate birthdays with family and relatives only... family and relatives by flesh, bone, and blood.
Yesterday's my sister's birthday. Dad's supposed to come home yesterday, but it was cancelled. He said that he's coming home tomorrow, but mom got a message from him that he's coming home today at 5:00 PM.
This morning, I learned that some of our instructors...'dislike' our class...No, wait. That was too soft. I think the word is 'hate'. ...I don't like teachers that hate us. I'm so glad that we don't have any adviser or something. Some of them tend to get depressed. Almost all of them get to tell us how miserable their lives are by just being our adviser. I only had the best adviser when I was in 1st grade and 4th grade in high school.
PS: Emphasis on the 'some', ok? And I hope those things change...
who am I fooling...first impressions last...
Grade school doesn't count. My life as a student started at high school. I don't even have fake friends when I was in grade school. I go to the library to read 'Harry Potter' books every recess, and I eat my lunch alone everday. I am a nerd and a crybaby before. I just don't want to cry again. Never. Honest. I cried when I was in 3rd year in high school, but I just did it only to make a scene to make the person, who stole my 'Geometry' book, that costs P 500 something, until now, to feel guilty. It didn't work though.
I signed in a seminar about PC assembly and troubleshooting, or something like that. The date of the seminar is June 15, 2007. Cool eh? Just three days before our Prelims.
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
@2:30 PM
Our preliminaries are moved next next week. That means I can surf the internet without any guilt of not reviewing before the test.`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`I thought I was late, but I got there before the instructor took her seat. Well, that's what she usually do before she stands up and teach us or give us a test. I took my seat and she began to stand up and told us that she's going to give us the result of our quiz last Monday after she reteach it. Our first subject every Wednesday is Math02 (trigonometry) BTW.She answered the quiz while discussing it. I got really anxious because of that, but the waiting is worth it. Sam and Piolo were anxious too to see my paper, and it turns out that I only got 40...over 40.HAHAHAHAHAHA...Man, that paper made my day whole.After Math02, Eng01 (english) was next, and we had a test there too. We checked our seatmates paper after the quiz without any thought of cheating (I mean, English is not as interesting as Math...for me anyway). I got 80%. It's cool. Someone got 99% and I don't feel any envy whatsoever. (My paper in Math02 still rocks!!! Whooooo!!!)Our next subject after Eng01 is Math01 (pretty cool, eh? *smirk* Math01 is college algebra). We had an another quiz in it. After a quiz in Eng01, it kinda sucks. I did well though. Our instructor in Math01 gave us our checked seatwork and I got an another perfect score. But it's only a seatwork...After Math01, our next subject is, I think, CSCI01. Introduction to computing. Our instructor announced that we will have a quiz next meeting. Jeez. But, I kinda like the subject too.`-`-`-`-`*sigh*I like the image that I made, but it sucks too. After our instructor in Math01 dismissed us earlier than usual, my class mates have someone with them to talk to. I had Rachel and Grace in my every lone situations. Now, we go in different universities. *sobs* Man, I need them. I need to laugh naturally again, like when Rachel picks on Grace about 'Ryan'. I need to hear from them again about anything, like how impulsive, aloof, or childish I am. Well, they influenced me to new things though. Like swearing. Not to mention the NC- 17 thoughts that they implanted in me. Or was it only Rachel...no, definitely both of them.*sigh* I fucking miss them.`-`-`-`-`-`-`-`Dad's coming home this Saturday. His flight was canceled and he's supposed to come home tomorrow. I got his message just this afternoon about this. Surprisingly, I didn't know anything about it. Just now.
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
@10:02 PM
We will have one of our major exams next week. I don't usually review, but I'm a college student now. And I have a reputation to build. Hehehehe...
I guess I'll be off from tomorrow until we finish all of our exams next week, but I'm still going to check and reply mails and check blogs if there's a new post.
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I'm not like this before.
While my classmates from high school were panicking before the test, I just sit there and wait for my paper to come. I sometimes open my notebook just to look like that I'm reviewing like them, except in filipino, english, social studies, and MAPEH (music, arts, PE, and health). I don't have enough memory for those subjects. The other subjects like math, physics, computer, and geometry only needs a few memory, but those subjects require a lot of processing. I'm good at processing. That's why I choose Info tech. (Ok, maybe I do review sometimes, but just because of the thought of humiliation.)
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I want to have his guitar...(from Gracie's blog:june 4,2007 post) `-`-`-`-`-`Guys, check this out. :D| You Are 60% Weird |
You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks! |
| Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) |
Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant.
Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving. |
Saturday, June 2, 2007
@9:56 PM
I was about to post something blasphemous, but I opened my 2nd e-mail and a friend might visit my blog. Yay!
I wonder if he can navigate my blog well... :D
@12:28 AM
Things about me that don't need questionaires to answer:
I don’t have to know if I’m happy being single, because I’m not.
I’m not a hillbilly, and will do my best not to be called one.
I don’t want my love style compassionate.
I’m a fucking night person. I just have to wake up early. I hope I can be a morning one.
I’m right brained because I’m left handed.
I’m fuckingly sure that I’m a cheapskate.
I don’t want to know if I date like a man or a woman!!!
I don’t want to pass the American citizenship test.
I control my emotion, and I’m a very good liar. No need to answer the questionnaire.
I know that my life is worth more than any inanimate thing.
I know that I want my room to be painted blue.
While I was answering ‘How much lust do you have?’, I already knew what’s going to be the answer…and I’m not going to post it! And so as the ‘Kissing purity test’.
My inner color is red. I Answered the questionnaire about inner colors, but I don’t want to copy the codes because of the pic.
My kissing style would be passionate. I’m sure of it.
I don’t want to learn my famous last words yet.
My friends know that I’m not really an open book.
I guess I’m a bit addicted to internet too.
I know that I’m not normal, but not so uber abnormal.
I know that I can change the course of my life, but I want to keep it as it is.
I’m not really misanthrophic, just a bit afraid to strangers.
I’m not spoiled and I’m not nerdy.
I don’t want to know my EQ.
I’m also immature.
I know that I worry too much.
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| You Are Batman |
Billionaire playboy by day. Saving the world by night.
And you're not even a true superhero. Just someone with a lot of expensive toys! |
| You Are Jean Grey |
Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death).
Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally!
Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals |
| Your Power Element is Earth |
Your power color: yellow
Your energy: balancing
Your season: changing of seasons
Dedicated and responsible, you are a rock to your friends.
You are skilled at working out even the most difficult problems.
Low key and calm, you are happiest when you are around loved ones.
Ambitious and goal oriented, you have long term plans to be successful. |
| The True You |
You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.
With respect to money, you are a bit stingy.
You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.
You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out. |
| You Are a Black and White Cookie |
You're often conflicted in life, and you feel pulled in two opposite directions.
When you're good, you're sweet as sugar. And when you're bad, you're wicked! |
| You Are The Star |
You represent the ultimate in truth and purity.
Insightful and illuminating, you provide guidance for others.
You also demonstrate unselfish, unconditional love.
You posses many spiritual gifts, including the ability to heal.
Your fortune:
Your future is looking brighter by the day.
The near future will be a time of both hope and healing.
Luck is about to come your way, perhaps the best luck you have ever seen.
Life is about to get a lot easier and much better! |
| You Are a Visionary Soul |
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul |
| You Are From Saturn |
You're steady, organizes, and determined to achieve your dreams.
You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones).
You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible.
Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun!
Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of. |
| Your Psyche is Blue |
You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you.
By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go.
While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side.
When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you
When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding |
| The Part of You That No One Sees |
You are balanced, peaceful, and sincere.
You're the type of person who goes along to get along.
And you're definitely afraid of rocking the boat.
Underneath it all, you fear your world falling apart.
You'll put up with a situation that you don't like in fear of changing it.
Disruptive and forceful people intimidate you - and sometimes exploit you. |
| You Are More Yin |
Feminine
Devoted
Forgiving
Fall
Winter
Afternoon
Moon
Time
Passive
Metal
Honey |
| Your Aura is Blue |
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.
You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.
The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah
Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor |
| Your Power Bird is a Dove |
Deep and emotional, you can connect well with almost any living creature.
You bring hope and optimism to any dire situation.
You are both gentle and affectionate with everyone you love.
Truly nurturing, most people consider you to be a mother figure. |
| You Are Sunshine |
Soothing and calm
You are often held up by others as the ideal
But too much of you, and they'll get burned
You are best known for: your warmth
Your dominant state: connecting |
| Your Dosha is Kapha |
Calm and grounded, you are not prone to mood swings or anger.
However, once you do get angry, it takes a lot to cool you down.
You tend to think a little slower than most people, but your logic is astounding.
Overall, you very loyal and trustworthy. You're not scared of being who you really are.
With friends: You enjoy their company, but often listen more than talk
In love: You crave connection and affection. It's hard for you to be single.
To achieve more balance: Exercise vigorously (especially in the sun) and let go of attachments. |
| You Are the Thumb |
You're unique and flexible. And you defy any category.
Mentally strong and agile, you do things your own way. And you do them well.
You are a natural leader... but also truly a loner. You inspire many but connect with few.
You get along well with: The Middle Finger
Stay away from: The Pinky |
| You Are 5: The Investigator |
You're independent - and a logical analytical thinker.
You love learning and ideas... and know things no one else does.
Bored by small talk, you refuse to participate in boring conversations.
You are open minded. A visionary. You understand the world and may change it.
At Your Best: You are sharp, inventive, and creative. You have the skills to lead the world.
At Your Worst: You are reclusive, weird, and a bit paranoid.
Your Fixation: Greed
Your Primary Fear: Being useless or incompetent
Your Primary Desire: Being competent and needed
Other Number 5's: Bill Gates, John Lennon, Kurt Cobain, Bjork, and Stephen Hawking. |
| Your Mind is PG-13 Rated |
Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy.
You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude. |
| Your Love Style is Ludus |
You like to think of love as the ultimate game
And you love to play... even if it means lying a little
You're a bit afraid to be close, and you don't get too attached
A serial dater, you tend to date a few people at once
And it's all good, until one of your sweeties finds out! |
| Your Love Is Represented By a Red Rose |
You love passionately and fully, without any reservations.
And while romantic love comes easily for you, you also love many people platonically.
You are a true romantic, and you always can see the best in people. |
Your Seduction Style: The Dandy
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You're a non-traditionalist, not limited by gender roles or expectations.
Your sexuality is more fluid than that - and you defy labels or categories.
It's hard to pin you down, and that's what's fascinating about you.
You have the psychology of both a male and a female, and you can relate to anyone.
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| The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.
Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
| You Are 42% Evil |
You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.
Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. |
| You Are 36% Sociopath |
From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good.
It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream! |
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