Wednesday, August 1, 2007
@9:23 PM
I'm glad I'm studying at AMA, because I can finish a semester just for 3 months only. New teachers, classmates, and lessons will always be in store for me. I can't wait to make my own video game.
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There are times when one has no faith even to oneself. Faith grows inside of everyone, but what if there is nothing to nurture? Should we take care about something that is dead already? Faith is one of the reasons why we live. Are we dead, if we don't have any faith in us? Literally, we are not.
Despair is one of the reasons, why people commit suicides. Giving up seems a lot more easy to do, than pursuing things that are hard to hold. Should we keep playing, even if we know that we will lose? Hope is one of the reasons why we live. Are we dead, if we feel despair in our hearts?
It is hard to trust someone to hold your heart. Love is both wanted, and feared by anyone who holds one's own heart. In extreme cases, others even fear to say the word itself. True love is good, but infatuation sends you to abyss, maybe even eternally. Holding one's own heart is the safest way to love, but one's own hearts are not meant to be kept by oneself. Is this enough to make our souls rot?
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*ugh* I memorized the song 'Spiderpig' of 'Simpsons the movie', and the song just popped out of my mind, pulling me out of trance. The lyrics of the song is very funny, but I think it will be even more funnier, if you will hear it from Homer.
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I treasure my friendship. I like the family that I have right now. My love for them, and the love that receive from them are enough to make me live. I have faith in them, and I just hope for...nothing more.
